vancity credit union, ubc .. your boy .. he’s out to destroy

alex charmchi ..
and me ..
met in 2012 on the 401 ..
before I figured out he couldn’t be “the one” ..
the darkness in him ..
i now call satan ..
tearin’ up the town ..
leavin’ his victims in their sorrow to drown ..
alex charm ..
all he does is cause alarm ..
he’ll take you out ..
pretend to be a gentleman ..
but beware ..
all he’s got is an evil plan ..
he’ll go outta his way to make you feel special ..
but gurl don’t be deceived .. it ain’t real ..
he also lies about what’s he’s got ..
all you gotta do is add it up ..
he only works part time ..
he goes to school sometimes ..
but says he’s been to all these expensive places ..
and only dines in rich people spaces ..
“I also pay half the mortgage” he adds ..
but Alex what ur sayin’ doesn’t sum up ..
all ur stories are lies ..
sad fact is ..
this ain’t the worst ..
you manipulate gurls to enter their home ..
because you want to be alone ..
so their body you can roam ..
but wait ..
that body ur groping ..
grabbing ..
rubbing ..
inserting ..
ain’t your own ..
you didn’t get consent ..
they said no ..
pleaded ..
begged ..
why didn’t you stop ..
this doesn’t make you cool ..
it makes you a rapist you fool ..
this is rape ..
it’s violates ..
it breaks ..
just apologize ..
and recognize ..
that what you did was destructive ..
you ruined lives ..
including mine ..
years later ..
I’m still tryna be fine ..
sometimes suicide looks like the only way I can stop this decline ..
in my soul that you turned black ..
but you claim that what you did .. didn’t leave a mark ..
it didn’t leave a physical scar ..
but my heart and spirit are broken ..
nor has my soul awoken ..
i am in a constant state of agony ..
from this harm you have caused me ..
which has brought you the wrong kinda fame ..
but you sit there without any shame ..
should I just end my life ..
so I can finally be free from these chains?

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